Trying Not To Die

by CUTTERS

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Recorded November 2012.

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released April 10, 2013

Vox: Pierce Lydon
Guitar: Brian Deodat
Bass: Michael Strianese
Drums: John Luther

Gang Vocals: Aleen Montchal, Cody Torlincasi, Hannah Letourneau

Produced by Cody Torlincasi
Mastered by Mitch Routman

Album Art by Kevin Mazeski

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Track Name: Pterodactyl (The P is Silent)
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Track Name: Young Gods
we gotta talk, kid
i think you're running out of time
don't roll your eyes
your flaws are just as big as mine
yeah, I know you wanna get to LA pretty bad
but don't lose sight of all the good things that you have

cause over the years
you've grown stronger than me
but all the pills have gone and made you weak

hey, little one
i think you're doing all right
but you don't have to fight it out
all of the time
you know it's okay to have to get your head on straight
but talk about it, trust me, i can relate

cause it's empty
to try and make it on your own.
so just know it's okay to come home

friends, friends
i need you to the end
my brother have found drugs and god
where is my salvation?

friends, friends
i need you to the end
my brother have found drugs and god
this is my salvation

i am trying not to die
im alive
im alive
im alive
Track Name: Beginnings
pack your stuff in boxes yeah it's time to load the van
sixteen hours I'm not ready to say goodbye just yet.
it was never supposed to be like this.
this was never the plan.
but then again this was never supposed to be the end.

all i can think of is beginnings x2

i ask my friends. i ask my family for advice
they all smile sadly and give me the same reply
one day it will be better
time will heal the wounds
but i don't want to be better i just want to be with you

all i can think of is beginnings x2

we can be better yet
and we will love again
we are young, we've got drinks
and we're surrounded by friends

and we never settle down

and we will be okay
despite our stupid broken hearts
we get fucked up, we keep busy
"love will tear us apart"

and we never settle down

ill miss you every day
but you can have your small sad life
i am doing everything
to tell myself i'm fine
Track Name: X-Cutioner's Song
are you awake?
these awkward pauses are more than i can take

hang up the phone
crossing state lines makes me feel like home

if it rots, well then it's real
i wanna feel, i wanna feel, i wanna feel

i wanna die, i like to bleed
know im alive, cant you see

we're born alone
we die alone
we stay the same

it's the end of days
we're becoming everything we hate
the sun sets, it's seals our fate
it's over when our hearts break
it's over when our hearts break
it's over when our hearts break
it's over when our hearts break
Track Name: Excitable Liefeld
broken hearts
shattered jaws
making marks
with cannonballs

i saw you last when we were ten
but things have changed a lot since then
the wolves are out, we're almost home
we'll make it through just huddle close

space is just a grave for stars
at least we are where we belong
a photograph can steal your soul
leave you cold make you a ghost

if you follow me til the end of earth
when the darkness engulfs what we called the world
look at my chest there is a light
those are our hearts burning bright